In the dictionary fear is defined as:
“concern or anxiety; solicitude”
Right now while writing down these lines that’s the feeling I have all around me; the worst part is that it has actually been here for quite a few weeks now.
The feeling has invaded me because I am about to receive my Bachelor degree… the problem is that I am scared to hell of this change that is just about to happen in my life. I am not going to be the little student I have always been, the one that was an excellent student, my life is going to change, for good I hope!
The greatest problem that is involved in all this thing is that I feel the preasure of not letting down all the people that have their hopes on me, and that trust me. I really feel that so many people have their bets on me, that it is stressing just to think leting them down. I fear that I will not be good, I fear that I am laking of some knowledge, I fear… I fear… so many things…
I feel just like if the demon of fear is here besides me 24/7… what can I do?